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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

everyone has their own opinion about highschool and what it meant to them but for me it was bitter sweet. for me highschool was about that one special girl. and now after ive graduated and i watched as the very relationship i spent 3 years nurturing fell apart i realized that sometimes its better just to let things go no matter how hard it is. things happen for a reason and if it doesnt work out with that special someone then it just means she isnt the one or the timing isnt right. i mean people breakup for a reason and i used to believe that no matter how big the problem that it could be fixed. that anything was possible as long as the love was there. but now i realize that sometimes its not always about love. there are so many other factors that go into a relationship that as a highschool student or even a college student you dont fully understand until later in life. so the best thing to do when you come face to face with adversity in a relationship is to deal with it together. and if even after that if it still exists do whats right for you because sometimes things just cant be fixed. sometimes whats broken will always be broken and all thats gonna result from your efforts to mend it is pain and tears. so no matter what, no matter how much she means to you, live for yourself because if you dont then who will?


Wednesday, June 28, 2006

growing up i always had family by my side but now family doesnt mean a thing to me. some people just dont give a shit about family and they can screw their own fuckin family over and thats just so messed up. and to those people all i can say is you gotta be ashamed of yourselves. this is family here that we're talking about. these are people who are with you no matter how messed up you are but for you to go and fuck with your family like that, thats not right. all i gotta say is i hope your able to sleep at night. and when you wake up in the morning take a good look in the mirror cause your the reason why your life is so fucked up not your family. i used to hate you but at least i had some respect for you now your nothing but a piece a shit to me. and i know you dont give a shit what your family thinks but whenever it is that you die and none of your family come to your funeral, blame no one but yourself. dont say we werent there for you cause we were. dont say we didnt give a shit about you cause we did. we dealt with everything. the parents dealt with all your problems and the kids bit their tongue and showed you respect but fuck that now. i dont care what people say about me but the next time i see you, imma give you what you deserve. imma treat you the way you deserve to be treated. the way the parents and the kids have wanted to treat you but didnt cause you were family. but now your not part of mine. now im not holding back. now your gonna know how the rest of the family feels about you. fuck you bitch and your wife and your son and your daughter. fuck all of you bitches.


Tuesday, January 25, 2005

ok im gonna do 1000 words this time without cheating. so yeah, wish me luck guys. this is gonna take a while. um... lets first talk about sat or finish up saturday. it was pretty good til like 9-ish, thats when it all went downhill. lets see i didnt do anything for the morning. woke up, sat around, watched some tv, played some nba live 05, ate and talked on the phone with my baby. and i did more of that til like 5. my mom took my bro out and she told me to geto ut cause of certain reasons. mainly to avoid confrontation with ppl but whatevers. walked to the park and chilled there for some time and then my baby and her mom came over to pick me up. went to her house and messed around with her dog. then went in and saw the flowers i got her. the lady did a pretty good job on it to. and then we watched some tv. IT was on. i think its some book by stephen king or whatever. its pretty funny. like the clown in it looks like its high or something. and the group of kids or whatever, they need help. their like on drugs and stuff cause their having these hallucinagins or whatever. its like only they can see whats going on while the rest of the world doesnt. ok and just to warn you guys, this entery is gonna have a lot of boring things cause well, i dont think i can type up 1000 words of what happened from last saturday to this saturday. anyway back to last saturday. we watched IT and just spent some time together. then went to this resturant for dinner. on and it was our 3 months so thats why this whole thing was planned. anyway, we got there and we ate food. well duh what else would you eat at a retuarant. but yeah and my bby girl was playing this game on my cell and she got really good at it to. after dinner we sent her dad back home and we went over to erica's house ( her mom and ericas mom are like best friends or something) and we stayed there for a while. well the bad shit happened then and im not gonna talk about it. but like we were supposed to go watch HITCHED but i ended up going home instead. and that movie looks pretty funny at least i think it is if im thinking about the right one. ok and well yeah some 3 months that was cause of the shit. but its ok. im sorry baby but ill make it up to you. sunday was whatevers. had tutor in the morning. i dont do shit there like i just talk about random shit and ask him about college and so we spend the whole hour talking about that. he gets so distracted easily. um... i think i played some basketball later in the afternoon. probably just talked online, talked on the phone, chilled, ate, played games, and the usual stuff from after tutor til basketball and that stuff again from after shower to when i went to sleep. so now on to monday. i dont really remember what i did. um... did some core workout shit in weight training and now my back is all sore from that. james is gonna kill us. hes a crazy motherfudger. and dont remember what i did for the rest of the day. afterschool i went to get food and i just watched tv, chilled, and pigged out. and i think thats all. now for tues it was late start so yeah. had to wake up early cause i didnt have a ride to school so that defeated the whole purpose of late start. got to school like at 715 or something. so i went to visit austin (from suzanne). saw david (connie chens bro) and arnold (catherine chous lil bro). and yeah. thats about it. then i went to walnut and sat on the steps til ppl started to come. thats pretty sad. i was so lonely. sigh.... haha. whatevers. got to talk to my baby on the phone while waiting so that made it better. then the day went by alrite. did this lame ass project in src. and yeah. that was about it? um... stayed afterschool til like 5 with my baby. garris was with us til his bus came. went to suzanne park and like garris was trying to make friends with these 6th graders or something. funny shit man. cause like this kids mom came to pick him up and we think the kid was telling his mom about this big kid (garris) talking to him. then went back to walnut and me and kimmie chilled til um... 5. her ride came then and so i went home and yeah. chilled, ate, did some hw here and there. watched american idol. that asian lady was some funny shit. couldnt even say the words. and that black guy. you couldnt even understand what the hell he was saying. but then two judges left at the end cause of simon. whats up with that?? and that was it for my day. wed was another late start. these arent as good as they were when the year started but i aint gonna complain. mom came to take me to school and yeah. got there and my baby got me breakfast =) thank you baby. i love you. after that was ghetto. math was gay. made this cool design on my calc though. and then watched a movie in euro and french was french. afterschool went to the cafeteria with my baby til her mom came and got a ride home. thank you kimmies mom. came home and just chilled. ive noticed that i get like no hw. i have less hw then everyone else. well maybe except the seniors but with the exception of them, i get the least hw. so yeah, my afternoons and evenings are really chill. now lets think... thursday was the day before my babys b-day. didnt do much the whole day. there was a pep rally and sophmores came in second and only lost to seniors by .1 better watch you. next time, we're gonna win it. and at lunch, kimmie took my money and wallet and gave them to ppl just so i wouldnt be able to get her her gift. but i got it back after 5th. stayed afterschool with her once again and we did hw cause of kat. stupid kat, so tedious and such a good student. oh well. stayed for a while and then came home at like 6 and had tutor. and thats about all i did for that day. more to come after tomorrow. this isnt done yet cause i have til saturday to write it. friday was my bby girls birthday. HAPPY 15th BDAY KIMMIE!! went to school and did the usual. afterschool went over to my bbys house and just chilled. denise and isabel came over later and we watched tv and talked. then went to TGIF for dinner. and after like 30 min, we finally got to order cause fag was taking so long =) um... then went back to kimmies house for cake and we played a little game of true or dare. words to describe that... um... fun? interesting? very interesting? yeah. came home and chilled. and thats about it for this entry. i hope i got the 1000 word mark i was trying to reach. and look at that, i wrote 1360 words. wow, thats a lot of words. what a long entry.

all you motherfuckers who have 5th period math with my girl. if you wanna talk shit about her, come up to my face and say it. and well see how well you can talk after i get done with you fuckers. you mess with her, you mess with me so shut the fuck up cause no one really gives a shit about you or what you have to fucking say.


Saturday, January 22, 2005

sup ppl. so freaking bored at home. um... dont really remember but the 4 day weekend was crazy. let see... last mon-thurs was just basically finals. so nothing to tell there. went over to my babys house on friday and yup. come home at like 5-ish and then i had violin lessons later. sat was supposed to go ice skating with ppl but i ended up chilling at home. sun i had this violin recital thingy which was pretty lame. after that i went out with my parents and then to the mall to watch coach carter with my bby girl and some others. i was still dressed up and stuff cause SOMEONE wouldnt let me go home and change. the movie was pretty good. go watch it, its not that bad but now i wanna watch assult on precinct 13. that looks like a crazy movie. um... came home and talked to my fag. thanks fag for all the help =) and then mon was a good day =) i shall keep this to myself though. then stupid school came but i did really well on my finals all thanks to my baby and her threats. wed was um... a really interesting day. not really something you guys should know. only the ppl i trust know so if you dont know maybe you should ask yourself why i dont trust you. if you dont really care then i probably dont care about you either. thurs was whatevers. friday was alrite. went to play ball at the teen center afterschool. howie still hasnt scored on me yet. i wonder if that day is ever gonna come? then came home and found out i didnt have lessons so that made me happy. then um... just chilled. today is me and my bby girls 3 months =) happy 3 months baby. i love you and thank you for everything you do for me. your the best!! and its also fags and her devils 1 year. congrats FAG. anyway... gonna go out with her later today and chill. ok im done now. HAPPY?? =) wait, nvm its only 356 words. um... i dont know what else to write. why are your expectations so high?? ok um... lets see what else i can write... cant think of anything. so im done. lates

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since it has to be 1000 words i have598  more to go. so here it is.

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yay!! ive reached 1000 words. now im over. im finally done. so happy

total words: 1021

wow, that’s lot of words


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

sup guys, in 2nd right now and im so f-ing bored. blogging for my queen fag. shes such a fag that she rules us all. and since i dont feel rebellious today, ill listen to her and blog. anyway not much has happened, well actually stuff has happened but its not mentionable to the public. other then that, things have been good. school is just whatevers. finals are coming up and everyones just panicking. im pretty chill about it. reserving tues and wed as study days. um... aunt, uncle, and cousin gave down for the weekend. didnt get any money though. o well. you guys probably arnt gonna read this anyway but ill write long so fag can be entertained when she doesnt want to study. um... i dont know. nothing to really talk about. its been pouring like crazy for the past week. finally got to see the sun today for the first time in a while. ill update more after the 4 day weekend. since im extremely bored, im just gonna do this thing that i stole from my baby and the fag.

can you guess who you are??

1. damn man, all those lakers games and time spent cussing out the pistons and that shit. we still needa get a jersey and burn it. um... those games where you kickked my ass in. hahaha memories. known you since like 3rd grade til you decided to up and move to riverside. man get yo ass back to walnut. you know you belong here. and i still gotta sink that half court shot on you.

2. last year with all that drama and the summer. your in thailand right now. hope your doing fine with your exams and the tsumani. you need to get back here and visit soon cause it aint the same starting my day without one of your drama updates. and our walks to get food. just come back soon and when you do, me and kimmie are making sure you dont go anywhere =)

3. um... all i have to say is thanks. we went through some shit earlier in the year but we're cool now. glad we could still be friends and talk like nothing happened. we got closer after that month and yeah. um... i call you so many things like flowergirl, fag, ni ni =) and the list can go on and on but im pretty sure you know who you are.

4. GET OVER HER ALREADY!!

5. got to know each other in freshman year. we had math class together that year with the german cheating nazi. haha, we used to stalk all your guys together and everyone would think we were queer and stuff. and those walks to robeks. good times. not as close this year anymore. you with ib and me with my stuff. but still like to kick it with you sometime and just take our robeks walk with your 10 ft rule.

6. um.... what can i say about you? drama queen?

7. known you forever man. since like kindergarden. haha, crazyness. we didnt talk much til 8th grade tho. and we just talked about our shit and stuff. and our summer walks to get grub. we should kick it together some more man.

8. forget troy man, get your ass back to walnut. and sixers suck but they're better then lakers right now. i give you that.

9. you think i hate you but i dont. everything that happened was just whatevers. hope we can put it behind us and start new

10. and now the most important for last. you.... wow, theres so much to say about you. we've known each other since when i was in 8th grade. it all started with carmel head and apple head. didnt really talk til the summer tho when you helped me with my girl problems. you were just always there for me no matter what was going on with you. and all those days spent with you afterschool at walnut. i remember how we went to coldstones and you kept wanting it and whining and stuff. haha, and how you stole my walet and wouldnt give it back to me. you used to come over to walnut and we would just walk around or just sit there and talk and talk and talk for hrs. everyone thought we were together and they'd ask us but we'd always laugh and said no. who would have thought that now we are. everything was so perfect then. i know things havent been great but i know we can get through it. i know that we'll always be there for each other and that no matter what happens, we'll be together because our love is to strong to break. this love was meant to last forever...

ps. have fun reading fag =)



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